Happy New Year 2011

I would like to wish everyone a Happy New Year 2011...
Let the past be our guide and move ahead to another challenging year...

周杰伦 - 说了再见

作曲：周杰倫
填詞：方文山

＊天亮了　雨下了　你走了
　清楚了　我愛的　遺失了
　落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

　想要放　放不掉　淚在飄
　你看看　你看 看不到
　我假裝過去不重要　卻發現自己辦不到

Chorus
說了再見　才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待 在桌腳　而你我找不到
若角色對調你說好不好＊

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到 老　永恒往哪裡找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

Repeat＊

你的笑　你的好
腦海裡　一直在繞
我的手　 忘不了　你手的溫度
心碎了一地　撿不回
從前的心跳　傷心過去我無力逃跑

說再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍 著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恒往哪裡找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

Happy Chinese New Year

I would like to take this opportunity to wish each and everyone

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Holiday 2010.

May this Year of Tiger be a great year to you all and blessed with

Prosperity, Wealth & Health

恭喜发财




CNY TOP1 Astro Song 2010 Part1 - Happy New Year In Ipoh 大日子


CNY TOP1 Astro Song 2010 Part2 - Happy New Year In Ipoh 大日子

New Year 2010 Resolution !!

Here is my new year resoultions (not sure i shall post it or not)

• Get myself a new car. Current car can categorized as junk ledy T_T
• Get a new lappie for myself. It's hard to get online when I'm at home as using roomie's one.
• Change a new phone. Perhaps either Iphone or Blueberry. Hope that my current company is promising one (this one a bit doubt). Increment of salary will be good !
• Improve my badminton skill so that I can compete with above average or Intermediate level. Hope to participate some tournaments.
• More saving more saving ! T_T
• Less smoking (price increasing again! damnit) lmao!
• To start plan my house buying plan. At least enough money by end of 2010 for deposit.
• To change of my lifestyle from appearance to routine or anything. Trying to improve myself
• If fate come, I don't mind to leave Single's Club ! ROFLMAO
• Bought a DSLR for myself.
• Start blog frequently !! hahahahaha

This is for 2010 for now. If there is anything come out of my mind, I shall revise it =D

Goodbye 2009 and Welcome 2010
Happy New Year !!!

2009 gonna end....

Without realizing the time pass so fast, 2009 soon gonna reach the end and a new year is coming. There is so much thing happen in this pass 1 year. From sad to happy, low to high and some in other way. 3 days on countdown till a new beginning reaching. It's time to start thinking my coming new year resolution! =XD

Christmas

I would like to wish everyone

Merry Christmas
&
Happy New Year







歌手名:范晓萱
专辑名:
词：许常德
曲：季忠平

好冷
雪已经积的那么深
Merry Christmas to you
我深爱的人
好冷
整个冬天在你家门
Are you my snow man
我痴痴 痴痴的等
雪 一片一片一片一片
拼出你我的缘份
我的爱 因你而生
你的手摸出我的心疼
雪 一片一片一片一片
在天空静静缤纷
眼看春天 就要来了
而我也将 也将不再生存
好冷
雪已经积的那么深
Merry Christmas to you
我深爱的人
好冷
整个冬天在你家门
Are you my snow man
我痴痴 痴痴的等
雪 一片一片一片一片
拼出你我的缘份
我的爱 因你而生
你的手摸出我的心疼
雪 一片一片一片一片
在天空静静缤纷
眼看春天 就要来了
而我也将 也将不再生存
雪 一片一片一片一片
拼出你我的缘份
我的爱 因你而生
你的手摸出我的心疼
雪 一片一片一片一片
在天空静静缤纷
眼看春天 就要来了

Bad Week.......

It's a bad bad week....

Case 1

Vin is an Account Manager (AM) in my company. He's a nice guy BUT there way he do things are quite messy. It's all start with a job of doing packaging box. I was his Account Executive (AE) who assist him servicing the account. Vin need to brief me everything include costing, quotation, and design that the client require. It's very important to give a correct creative brief to me and Shin, the designer so that it's match with the client require. Channel of communication is very important. Vin is quite messy and I think he don't even know what the client want. The briefing that he gave to the Shin and me are not detail enough. Shin don't even know how to do work cos she don't understand the concept design the client want. Vin is well-known in the company for this messy attitude on doing work and most of the designer doesn't like him. His work are quite rush & so-called urgent and he always provide insufficient & incorrect information. So, the design keep change and change. End up, Shin so fed up and complain to her senior and Production Manager. Things doesn't good when this incident been spread out and the management "lecture" Vin and me for this. Excuse me !! I just accept this job half-way and I don't even know what and how he deal with the client. Shin and the rest understand it was not my fault cos they know Vin well. Last 2 days, the senior design and production manager complain and "shoot" Vin. I don't know what their conversation is about. Right after that, Vin with a angry look walked up pack his thing and told his manager that he go out do meet client. Actually, I think he doesn't feel to stay anymore longer in the office. In the company, with such a lot of "political" issue, I had no choice to be more self-fish to protect myself. I've been telling Vin to be more careful and make sure everything follow procedure and the most important is to provide a very detail information on every job during briefing. If this effect me, I had no choice to lodge a complain to his manager. I hope he will be more "smart" in future.

Case 2

Yesterday, one of my Accout Manager, Jen had been terminated from the company. It's was order from headquater. She kinda like Vin. But her problem worst. Most of the job she pitch were lost. The manager try to hold and extend her service longer so that the company have time to hire new people. But, emailed was send to the manager to terminate her service in the company immediatelly. It's was a sad scenario as terminating an employee wasn't fun at all. The manager were "stunned" and doesn't know how to tell Jen. In the end, order is order and he had to tell Jen whether like or not. Supposingly, she should be terminated last month but the manager beg the headquater to extend the termination. She were terminated at 5pm and were requested to pack her stuff and leave the company. Hopefully, she will get a better job soon.

Case 3

Today were the last day for my Project Manager, Nicole in KL branch. She will be resume back her position in headquater at Singapore. Nicole treat everyone every nice and she seldom lost her temper. When I was first in this company, she thought me a lot of thing especially my job scope. Sometimes, if I did something wrong, she will tell me nicely in stead of bringing it out to the meeting or give a official email. Of cos, sometimes, an official email need to be done depend on situation. Besides, she is very friendly to everybody and always smile. According to my General Manager, Yen, she is very helpful in the company. If one day without her, the company will be chaos and messy. I'm sure I will be miss her and wish her the best in the future. (P/s: Anyway, I still can see her in Google Chat.. lol)

Beside, there is another bad news. One of the senior designer gonna to resign and leave the company end of this month. The company haven't hire any people to replace them and the workload start to coming. In coming next few months will be our peak season. *Sigh*

Random Case

Clans and political in office is very usual. It can't be avoid as we all are human being. I don't choose whom I should stand but on my own self. I want to do my work properly and I don't wish to be belong to the "trouble" clan. I know who are very capable people. Even though they might be one of the "hate" list, but if it a job to me then I will do. Please, to those trouble group people, if you're not capable enough don't complain and gossip too much. Do your own stuff and if not satisfied go complain to the GM or headquater. Don't fucking create chaos and problem. Fuck!

For somehow and unknown reason, I'm feeling blue today........
This morning I've been woke up by a dream...
Wasn't sure it's a nightmare or not...
But definitely is not a good one...
It's seem like a prophecy..
and it's telling me something...
Amazingly, I couldn't remember anything of my dream... *dengzzzz*

Recently, my daily routine including my sleeping time seem to "almost" back to normal...
Yeah, I started to sleep after 10pm and wake up at 7 am the next morning...
I no longer a "vampire" who sleep in the morning and stay awake in the middle of midnight...
Hahaha.... good thing I suppose...

Thing in office is as usual. Start to have some workload coming in for me. This morning there is a bit of "heat" during meeting. Arguing about the pricing and etc etc. Well, not my problem. So, I don't really bother. My GM asked me to design a greeting e-card for coming Hari Raya. We got a lot of designers in company, can't it be them to do it. My brain a bit slow nowadays due to less doing design. Don't know how to come out a design now. Anyway, browse through the website to seek some idea. Hopefully, I can come out with something. =.="

Almost lunch time and I feeling darn sleepy... Browsing thru facebook & blogs and awaiting 12.30pm!!!

blue blue blue.......

Hey~ back again~
hmmm, the whole week feeling kinda "blue"
Wasn't suppose just monday blue? =.="
Have no idea why from monday till friday is blue...

Anyway, today during lunch time, when having lunch with my colleagues, we discusss something very interesting. It's about my another colleague. (Let's call him Mr. X) Mr. X is an Assistant Project Engineer in my company. He's duty is to help my Project Engineer on document stuff, tender, quaotation and some other stuff. Well, he's kinda a bit weird fella. He always talked to himself and always "syok" sendiri. =.=" One of the incident was this.

(Mr. X came out from office)
Mr. X : hmm, that so good.
(Everyone pause)
Mr. X : Finally finished. Hehehe...
(Everyone look at each other)
Mr. X : What to do now? ( Looking at the ceiling)
Mr. X : I think I better... ah, nevermind...
(I was about to open my mouth and said something..)
Mr. X : is that so? hmmm... (rub own chin)

at this point, I got a bit beh tahan ledy~

Me : eh, Mr. X, who were u talking to?
Mr. X : eh, nothing la.. I was talking to myself
(Everyone scratch their head)
Me : what the... u got problem? why u talk to yourself one?
Mr. X : hehehe....
(Everyone laugh)

He's acted kinda freak us out. It's not the first time, but almost everyday. Besides, he's quite blur. When we asked about something, he will look at us with one kind of look (like he don't know anything). Then out of sudden he'll say he know. (The thing he just done within a day before). =.=" He'll keep ask the same thing a few times even though had been explained millions of time. The other thing which make me so frustrated was when he directed someone to our office location. He's a non-chinese educated. Which mean I assume he's English or Bahasa is good enough to communicate with others through phone but it was the other way round. He can direct the other person who wanna come to our office the other way. One words, he's don't have sense of direction even though the map is right if front of him! That so typical guys...

How could a guy like him can every survive in this society?

another month had pass...

without realize, times fly away so fast...
it's almost end of march...
my emo-ness getting serious day by day...
i almost lost count how long it had pass...
going through the time...
which i had to face a lot of stress, problem & failure...
is ain't an easy thing...
but i will strive on...
even though the hope is small...
or even getting lesser by now...
i am who i am is...
you are who you are is...


李聖傑 - 靠近

走在人擠人的走道　　我問了自己
沒有愛情的人是否會長命
那些電影常常讓人感覺甜蜜
但是我　　不相信

坐在沒有人的角落　　我又問自己
究竟應該繼續還是該放棄
沒有人能了解我現在的心情
想看你　想躲你　　難以決定

每當我想靠近　　你總會裝冷靜
眼看你的表情　　彷彿己經說明
我只想要證明　　我們這段愛情
也許在你眼裡　　它只是個遊戲

我只想要靠近　　也很想要抱緊
回想到那過去　　和現在新的你
我還想要參與　　你的生活點滴
只要你肯相信　　我一定會陪你走下去

能不能夠讓我再說'我愛你'
還是你己不想聽
能不能夠把你徹底的忘~記~
我是真的搞不清~

每當我想靠近　　你總會裝冷靜
眼看你的表情　　彷彿己經說明
我只想要證明　　我們這段愛情
也許在你眼裡　　它只是個遊戲

我只想要靠近　　也很想要抱緊
回想到那過去　　和現在新的你
我還想要參與　　你的生活點滴
只要你肯相信　　我一定會陪你走下去

只要你再相信　　我們會緊緊地　　靠在一起

this is what i wan to said...

is all inside this song..
each and every single words of this song lyrics..
is those i wan to tell you..



Song Title : 別說我的眼淚你無所謂

一个人在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的 想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以后就会流泪
数着你给的伤悲
为什么 你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼泪你无所谓

# 看我流泪 你头也不回
哭过了 泪干了 心变成灰
我想要的美 你还不想给
伤了的 我的心 怎去面对
爱给了你我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰

faith

without realize that is march already...
it's been a year then i had return to kl..
things going very decent for this whole year...
nothing much happening activity around...
every day the same routine...
sleep, work, eat and online...
of cos, occasionally went out gathering...
still with same old gang of friends...
and meeting some of new friends...
it's wasn't a good year...
but i still believe and looking things at the brighter side...
perhaps is my destiny to go through this...
for that, i wouldn't blame myself or anyone else...
hoping i will find my path...
hoping the sunshine will come soon...

still waiting........

To her,

i'm still waiting...
day by day pass...
is been weeks since the last...
i almost lost count...
days i've been waiting...

just to let u know,
i'm still waiting...


等待着你 Deng Dài Zhe Ni (Original Thai Song translate and sing in mandarin)

你(nǐ) 看(kàn) 见(jiàn) 我(wǒ) 吗(ma)？
Do you see me?
我(wǒ) 望(wàng) 着(zhe) 你(nǐ) 的(de) 侧(cè) 影(yǐng)
My hope is just to see your profile.
你(nǐ) 可(kě) 看(kàn) 到(dào) 我(wǒ) 深(shēn) 情(qíng) 爱(ài) 着(zhe) 你(nǐ)
For you to see my love for you.

我(wǒ) 心(xīn) 中(zhōng) 呼(hū) 喊(hǎn)
My heart is shouting
我(wǒ) 最(zuì) 疼(téng) 惜(xī) 的(de) 名(míng) 字(zì)
the name of person I love most.
你(nǐ) 听(tīng) 到(dào) 我(wǒ) 心(xīn) 的(de) 呼(hū) 唤(huàn) 吗(ma)?
Do you hear the sound form my heart?

(*)
我(wǒ) 用(yòng) 心(xīn) 地(dì) 诉(sù) 说(shuō) 我(wǒ) 爱(ài) 你(nǐ)
I use my heart to say "I love you.",
清(qīng) 晰(xī) 地(dì) 说(shuō) 我(wǒ) 爱(ài) 你(nǐ)
use my understanding to tell "I love you"
聆(líng) 听(tīng) 你(nǐ) 那(nà) 无(wú) 声(shēng) 的(de) 侧(cè) 影(yǐng)
and listen respectfully to your slient profile,
感(gǎn) 受(shòu) 你(nǐ)， 等(děng) 待(dài) 着(zhe) 你(nǐ)
feel you, waiting for you.

我(wǒ) 用(yòng) 心(xīn) 看(kàn) 你(nǐ) 唤(huàn) 你(nǐ)
I use my heart to watch you to turn yourself,
等(děng) 着(zhe) 你(nǐ) 的(de) 身(shēn) 影(yǐng) 向(xiàng) 我(wǒ) 走(zǒu) 来(lái)
waiting for you to walk towards me,
期(qī) 待(dài) 着(zhe) 有(yǒu) 一(yī) 天(tiān) 你(nǐ) 会(huì) 看(kàn) 到(dào) 我(wǒ)
for time bringing a day which you can see me.
我(wǒ) 用(yòng) 心(xīn) 看(kàn) 你(nǐ), 我(wǒ) 爱(ài) 你(nǐ)
I use my heart to see you, "I love you."

你(nǐ) 听(tīng) 见(jiàn) 我(wǒ) 吗(ma)?
Do you hear me?
看(kàn) 见(jiàn) 我(wǒ) 的(de) 存(cún) 在(zài) 吗(ma)?
Do you see me?
你(nǐ) 可(kě) 知(zhī) 道(dào) 我(wǒ) 深(shēn) 情(qíng) 等(děng) 你(nǐ) 爱(ài)
Do you know my love which is waiting to love you?

我(wǒ) 心(xīn) 中(zhōng) 渴(kě) 望(wàng)
My heart desires
专(zhuān) 注(zhù) 深(shēn) 情(qíng) 的(de) 双(shuāng) 眼(yǎn)
and absorbs in loveful eye
温(wēn) 暖(nuǎn) 我(wǒ) 寂(jì) 寞(mò) 冰(bīng) 冷(lěng) 心(xīn) 情(qíng)
which warm my cold and lonely heart.

(*)

p/s: good luck in your exam =)

You Are Not Here....

dedicate to someone who i miss so much but yet get to see u...
dedication to someone who i love so much but yet to love me...
dedication to someone who is everything to me...



王力宏－你不在

emptyness.....

I feel so EMPTY right now.........
i feel my mind empty
i feel my hand empty
i feel my pocket empty
i feel my heart empty
i feel my life empty

i wish to fill my mind with knowledge
i wish to fill my hand with touch
i wish to fill my hand with money
i wish to fill my heart with the one i love
i wish to fill my life with happiness

is so pain....

i feel the pain...
i feel the sorrow...
i feel the emoness...
i feel the burden...
but why it's has to be like that...
we always have choices...
only u can change all of this..
so, let it go...
open ur heart...
open ur eye...
and see beyond it...
there is another brighter future awaiting u...
i will share ur pain...
i will out-turn ur sorrow...
i will ease ur emoness
i will carry ur burden...
for you, I WILL....

sorry

i'm so sorry...
sorry for couldn't spend a valentine with you...
sorry for threaten you a bit cold recently...
is not that i want to...
is just that, i feel i'm pushing u too much...
so, i'm giving u some space to "breath"...
i wan you to know that...
i'm still waiting for you...
i miss you...
i love you...

feeeling blues...

It's had been "blue-ish" in my life for the past few days...
My heart & mind were surrounded by the "blue-ish" emo feeling...
No matter is bout works or my life...
I can feel that my world is turning dark day by day...
As if like there is no more sunshine in my life...
What will happen to me if those day arrive...
Will I'll be high self-esteem like before...
Will I'll be optimistic like before...
Will I'll be laughing like before...
Or Will I'll be the same like before...
Nobody will know...
`Cos the future stay uncertain...
One day, deVince will disappear from his own world...
To nowhere that he himself don't even know where...

by deVince

p/s: No idea what I crap all this... I myself also don't understand what I'm writing...

music is my soul....

殘酷月光 - 林宥嘉
作詞：向月娥　作曲：陳小霞

Something that is very memorable.........

This is a theme song in one of Dhama Youth Camp Organize by Persatuan Buddhist Hilir Perak.
It's was year 1999 when i was just a teen.................


Music By Sis. Seow Shi Ling & Sis. Ong Sing Yee.
Lyrics By Bro. Teoh Kean Lip.
Sung By Sis. Hor Su Wei.
Power Point by Bro. Oh Teik Bin



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