不孝顺

It's been a frustrated morning....
i don't know what the heck going on, but this three words came out this 3 words "不孝顺"...
what the heck, if I'm such person i won't be staying in this house for so long...
What happen today!? Well, it's like this....

This morning my mother get a call from a auntie (cilakak mia orang tua) who phoned and scolded my mother. She claimed that my mother said something then the auntie feel so "boh song" ! (I don't care ! I'm gonna tell what happen even the auntie "might" read these). The auntie claimed to be a "feng sui poh" who can see future & fate (看象婆). So, both of them have a conversation about that. Then my mother said (generally, not accused the auntie) that people like them should do charity by help people out but don't expect an "angpow" (She didn't intend to say the old lady to be con woman ! If she aren't,. she shouldn't be that pissed off.). So, the auntie so "boh song" and phone her then scolded her for that. I was at home and I told my mother in future next time shouldn't talk so much especially this kind of thing cos many people quite sensitive. Well, apparently she get so pissed off with my words and terus scolded me for saying that. Some more say I help outside and accused her for "mulut banyak"! Come one la, I just say in future ignored this kind of people only. When they talk, u just listen and don't give any comment. Or just tell them u are not free when they start want to talk something like this. (auntie always 3 8 one... mouth non-stop) She didn't listen a single of my words and start shouted and cry~ walau-ehHH, seem like I'm the guilty person here! What's wrong wor !? I just hope in future no such case only nia (her mouth sometimes always non-stop. Sometimes her words indirectly make others boh song, and she never realise it!). Then other story come out. Say me the "three letter words as per topic", then say house's financially not that good until rice also no money to buy (wait a minute, she never tell it. If she tell it, i will go out and buy one), then blah blah blah.. Please don't compare me and my father. Even we have same DNA, but different personallity. I never drink till don't wan give house money ok! How bout the car!? I put out deposit Rm15,000 and the car was under your name one le! So, I get pissed off, ask her to cool down but she don't wan listen! I ran out with so angry and go out of this house. And go out buy the rice, drive back, put it at home and come out again.

The "three-letter-words" really break my heart... if I'm a "anak derhaka", I won't be at this home for so long, I won't be giving her money to buy the car, I won't be thinking of her all the time!
ArGhHhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!
What's sin have I done that make her split out those words from her mouth! God, Buddha or whatever "up" there, please spare me!! Else, take me along to there by your side. I don't mind to go hell ! I rather to be there then here being suffering so much! I love her, and I never said a bad thing about her. But, I've accused for being "不孝顺" !!!!!! This is a never forgetable day!!!!