still waiting........

To her,

i'm still waiting...
day by day pass...
is been weeks since the last...
i almost lost count...
days i've been waiting...

just to let u know,
i'm still waiting...


等待着你 Deng Dài Zhe Ni (Original Thai Song translate and sing in mandarin)

你(nǐ) 看(kàn) 见(jiàn) 我(wǒ) 吗(ma)？
Do you see me?
我(wǒ) 望(wàng) 着(zhe) 你(nǐ) 的(de) 侧(cè) 影(yǐng)
My hope is just to see your profile.
你(nǐ) 可(kě) 看(kàn) 到(dào) 我(wǒ) 深(shēn) 情(qíng) 爱(ài) 着(zhe) 你(nǐ)
For you to see my love for you.

我(wǒ) 心(xīn) 中(zhōng) 呼(hū) 喊(hǎn)
My heart is shouting
我(wǒ) 最(zuì) 疼(téng) 惜(xī) 的(de) 名(míng) 字(zì)
the name of person I love most.
你(nǐ) 听(tīng) 到(dào) 我(wǒ) 心(xīn) 的(de) 呼(hū) 唤(huàn) 吗(ma)?
Do you hear the sound form my heart?

(*)
我(wǒ) 用(yòng) 心(xīn) 地(dì) 诉(sù) 说(shuō) 我(wǒ) 爱(ài) 你(nǐ)
I use my heart to say "I love you.",
清(qīng) 晰(xī) 地(dì) 说(shuō) 我(wǒ) 爱(ài) 你(nǐ)
use my understanding to tell "I love you"
聆(líng) 听(tīng) 你(nǐ) 那(nà) 无(wú) 声(shēng) 的(de) 侧(cè) 影(yǐng)
and listen respectfully to your slient profile,
感(gǎn) 受(shòu) 你(nǐ)， 等(děng) 待(dài) 着(zhe) 你(nǐ)
feel you, waiting for you.

我(wǒ) 用(yòng) 心(xīn) 看(kàn) 你(nǐ) 唤(huàn) 你(nǐ)
I use my heart to watch you to turn yourself,
等(děng) 着(zhe) 你(nǐ) 的(de) 身(shēn) 影(yǐng) 向(xiàng) 我(wǒ) 走(zǒu) 来(lái)
waiting for you to walk towards me,
期(qī) 待(dài) 着(zhe) 有(yǒu) 一(yī) 天(tiān) 你(nǐ) 会(huì) 看(kàn) 到(dào) 我(wǒ)
for time bringing a day which you can see me.
我(wǒ) 用(yòng) 心(xīn) 看(kàn) 你(nǐ), 我(wǒ) 爱(ài) 你(nǐ)
I use my heart to see you, "I love you."

你(nǐ) 听(tīng) 见(jiàn) 我(wǒ) 吗(ma)?
Do you hear me?
看(kàn) 见(jiàn) 我(wǒ) 的(de) 存(cún) 在(zài) 吗(ma)?
Do you see me?
你(nǐ) 可(kě) 知(zhī) 道(dào) 我(wǒ) 深(shēn) 情(qíng) 等(děng) 你(nǐ) 爱(ài)
Do you know my love which is waiting to love you?

我(wǒ) 心(xīn) 中(zhōng) 渴(kě) 望(wàng)
My heart desires
专(zhuān) 注(zhù) 深(shēn) 情(qíng) 的(de) 双(shuāng) 眼(yǎn)
and absorbs in loveful eye
温(wēn) 暖(nuǎn) 我(wǒ) 寂(jì) 寞(mò) 冰(bīng) 冷(lěng) 心(xīn) 情(qíng)
which warm my cold and lonely heart.

(*)

p/s: good luck in your exam =)

You Are Not Here....

dedicate to someone who i miss so much but yet get to see u...
dedication to someone who i love so much but yet to love me...
dedication to someone who is everything to me...



王力宏－你不在

emptyness.....

I feel so EMPTY right now.........
i feel my mind empty
i feel my hand empty
i feel my pocket empty
i feel my heart empty
i feel my life empty

i wish to fill my mind with knowledge
i wish to fill my hand with touch
i wish to fill my hand with money
i wish to fill my heart with the one i love
i wish to fill my life with happiness

Valentine's Day : Potluck Party

What did I do on last Valentine's? Here is what I did? Went to Joey's New House to have a potluck party organized by there housemates and him.

Joey, Michelle & Me


Kelvin, Estee, Michelle, Joey & Cody


Cody, Me, Sze Mei, Estee, Joey & Kelvin


Me, Kelvin & Michelle


Me, James, Michelle & Joey


Michelle kena a lot of creams and cake ledy that day.. Pity her!!! Hahaha


Lick~! Lick!~ Yummy!!!


the july baby~!! 11th, 5th and 3rd!!!


That's James! He's funny!!


Joey & Pam


Lastly, the lovely love bird housemate


An early birthday celebration for Cherrie.. Happy Birthday ya!!


Special thanks to : Estee for the photos!!

is so pain....

i feel the pain...
i feel the sorrow...
i feel the emoness...
i feel the burden...
but why it's has to be like that...
we always have choices...
only u can change all of this..
so, let it go...
open ur heart...
open ur eye...
and see beyond it...
there is another brighter future awaiting u...
i will share ur pain...
i will out-turn ur sorrow...
i will ease ur emoness
i will carry ur burden...
for you, I WILL....

sorry

i'm so sorry...
sorry for couldn't spend a valentine with you...
sorry for threaten you a bit cold recently...
is not that i want to...
is just that, i feel i'm pushing u too much...
so, i'm giving u some space to "breath"...
i wan you to know that...
i'm still waiting for you...
i miss you...
i love you...

Valentine's Day

It's Valentine's Day today !! Times really pass so fast. A few weeks ago, it was Chinese New Year and now here u go Valentine's Day. Been outstation this few days. Went to Sabak Bernam for some works. Driving on and off KL- Sabak Bernam. Every day at least 200km driving. Is tired but have to bare with it. Anyhow, wishing someone I love, my dear reader, blogger and friends...



♥♥♥♥♥A Happy Valentine's Day ♥♥♥♥♥

feeeling blues...

It's had been "blue-ish" in my life for the past few days...
My heart & mind were surrounded by the "blue-ish" emo feeling...
No matter is bout works or my life...
I can feel that my world is turning dark day by day...
As if like there is no more sunshine in my life...
What will happen to me if those day arrive...
Will I'll be high self-esteem like before...
Will I'll be optimistic like before...
Will I'll be laughing like before...
Or Will I'll be the same like before...
Nobody will know...
`Cos the future stay uncertain...
One day, deVince will disappear from his own world...
To nowhere that he himself don't even know where...

by deVince

p/s: No idea what I crap all this... I myself also don't understand what I'm writing...

music is my soul....

殘酷月光 - 林宥嘉
作詞：向月娥　作曲：陳小霞

emo emo emo

feeling so bitter + sour right now...
but it's not the end of it...
and I shall work hard on it...
i'm waiting for you..................

emoo + sick

been sick for few days and recently
being very emo for some reason...
hopefully this feeling ease soon...
People said "tomolo will be better"...
at this point, doesn't sure to believe it or not...
cos seem like my tomolo is worst than today and yesterday...
feeling miserable and don't know what to do...
so, i'm stuck at a dead-end right now...

...::: emo-side-of-me :::...

waiting for you.....

♥♥♥
for what i had said
it's all come from deep of my heart
it's a beginning of an ending
i might not the one
but i will fight to be the one
the one that will love you will all my heart
there is no perfection among us
but i will be close to perfection
i wan to be with you when you are happy
i wan to be with you when you are sad
i wan to be with you when you are emo
i wan to be with you when you are tired
i wan to be with you when you in need of me
i never expect a return from you
but i will grab any chance even it's close to no
waiting for the day
the day which is the begining
begining of our fairy love drama in our life
no matter how long it is
i will waiting for you
waiting for you ......

...::: by panda :::...
♥♥♥

with that, i shall end my post with this song

Waiting for you by 胡彥斌