feeeling blues...

It's had been "blue-ish" in my life for the past few days...
My heart & mind were surrounded by the "blue-ish" emo feeling...
No matter is bout works or my life...
I can feel that my world is turning dark day by day...
As if like there is no more sunshine in my life...
What will happen to me if those day arrive...
Will I'll be high self-esteem like before...
Will I'll be optimistic like before...
Will I'll be laughing like before...
Or Will I'll be the same like before...
Nobody will know...
`Cos the future stay uncertain...
One day, deVince will disappear from his own world...
To nowhere that he himself don't even know where...

by deVince

p/s: No idea what I crap all this... I myself also don't understand what I'm writing...